More today

I saw Amelie and Stef tonight. I worked with Stef on the project and we had dinner and two bottles of white wine. Amelie said it was not the same without you. I was not the same without you. She believes you will come back. I cried a little with her. The kids saw me and commented how I looked sad. I played with em on the climbing wall a little.

What a really nice family.

:(

Hospital

I had to go to the hospital today. After the crash I needed to submit a form for the saaq. The give me 1000$ for new gear. But they need the file from the doctor so I am at the archives waiting for them to copy it so I can send it in.

Thank God I am built strong. I saw another guy from a crash in the hallway. He looked like he would never walk again...

Spoke to sly. He thinks your to embarrassed to come back. Don't be. We can work this out. We have love and that's all we need chica.

I did something for you today too. Hope you will like it :) I know you will :)

Apt

I would really love it if you would come back and we could unpack your boxes together, make the apt ours from now on. You can do whatever you want. Silly things on the wall... whatever.

Design a new closet and we can have it made custom. All your shoes would fit then. And so much clothes... You have so much clothes LOL...

Love you :)

Today

Since I can't talk to you in person I guess I will do it here.

I bought a paper shredder today, with ink cartridges for that printer you can't reach LOL...

There was a sale on school teacher supplies. I starred at them for what seemed like an eternity.

Anyway. I am home... I miss you :)

This part of my life hurts....

EVA :(

Ok so this is not the greatest video of all time. But the music is really pretty,

I miss you so much. Come back to me :(

Eva

There is a line in the sand, don't mind the clock.

Leave it all behind, todays tick and, a tock.

Worry of not what you wish, but instead the vision we fear.

Enter the beauty and exit the shame, it will encompass the for ever.

Chef

Just so you know, you missed out some great fucking pizza that night, and you made it!.

Tonight Im cooking penne marinara and its the bomb.

I love cooking for you. On elf the perks of being me :o)

xxx

For Eva :)

Another

“Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.”

Mother Theresa.

Quote of the day!

“Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty… I have never in my life envied a human being who led an easy life. I have envied a great many people who led difficult lives and led them well.”

T. Roosevelt